That's the sheer cry for today teambuilding. An event that will be remembered in my two years of my ITE life in DOVER.
Not only for our class but the every classes in our IT Department.We played games and break the ice to know everyone alot better.
We have loads of fun at the end of the day. Good motivation from leaders was ought to be listened.
"ITE is NOT THE END OF THE ROAD but its ONLY THE beginning.People who look down on you are the one with no future.BEAT THE ODDS! YOU CAN DO IT"
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 5:30 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
What an event today.Bleargh!
It started all with rehearsal today at centre. Happy moments and laughter filled. Its always great when your always spending time with your extended family.
Rehearsal finised at 5pm. Proceed to meet Syamim at Bugis. Supporting his friends performing at a metalcore/hardcore gig. It was freaking awesome and people hardcore dancing to the music was brutal.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 12:17 AM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Unfortunatly today is how i want it to be. Waking up with a really bad headache.
I was about to go for my Friday Prayers. But i have to cancelled it due to my headache. It was aching so much.
Took my supplements and when back to sleep.
Woke up at 4 pm and get ready for my outing with my friends.
I really had fun hanging out with them until when i was about to go home. Currently i'm piss off with someone. I don't want to mention his name or anything. You know who you are.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 12:16 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
For the moment,im enjoying school life. Starting to mix around and interacting with my own classmates.
Went to Furuma Hotel for the Double X rally. A scientist Dr Colleen from U.S shared us the knowledge on what we want to know in our Nutrilite.A good learning experience.
For the past few days,i've been taking the MRT to and fro. Everytime i always saw something in particular. Couples,holding hands and having their sweet moments together. To be honest,i really envy them.
I kept asking myself...
How does it really feels like to fall in love with that special somebody and having that wonderful moment together?
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 10:45 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
No school for Monday blues.Had an appoinment to go warehouse with Umar's Mum in the morning.
Meet up with workmates at Bugis to catch a movie. Shaiful,Sisqa,Atika,Rini,Aisya and including myself to join in with the fun and laughter.
I thought Hottie & Nottie was a lame movie. Concour that,i really enjoyed it.Nice choice Sisqa.
Basically,the morale of the movie is trying to tell us not to judge on how they look but importantly on how they really are in the inside.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:56 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
ARE YOU POWER UP? YES! OF COURSE!
Indeed i am,i just came back from Malacca. Had an outstanding event over there. I really have fun.
Even though the journey to Malacca was a bumpy one. We made it.Beat the odds and face the challenge.
Miracles will happen when you believe. Success is a matter of time and decision. The only choice,its all up to you.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:27 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Visited my dear dad at hospital today.He was smiling at me once i reached his room.From his expression,i know his doing fine,get well soon and hopefully you get discharged soon.
Slacked with friends. Its been a while since i met up with them.
I'm off to Melaka again this Sunday. Later.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 12:03 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
My school life is getting better. Different kind of environment. But a good one though because the 2 years ago i was in Nitec was a sucky one.
Lessons are getting more interesting. Im always looking forward to new stuff that i want to learn.
I'm visiting Dad today at hospital and also going to accompany him. With God's will,hopefully his getting better.
To all my friends and family,knealing down on my knees, i want to say the biggest thank you from the bottom of my heart for your guys unconditional care and concern. God bless.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 2:20 AM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
My Dad,my lifetime hero.
Life can be so unpredictable at times.
As i was getting ready and were to meet Shaiful to go for today rehearsal. Received an unexpected phone call from Afiq. "Ayah is in bad condition and his unconcious " My heart sank and i start to worry so badly.
Called nenek and she was crying and asking me come quick. By hook or by crook i had to cancel the rehearsal.
The journey was even challenging. I took taxi because i was in a rush. As i nearly reach there,this selfish driver was telling me that his stomach aching and need to go toilet. For goodness sake,people have bigger problems. Not just that he dropped me at Toa Payoh and ask me to take another taxi to Bendemeer. How could someone be so selfish. This really make me lost trust to Chinese Taxi drivers.
Trying to be positive,i've got another taxi as soon as possible. Alhamdulilah when i reach there,Afiq said that Ayah regained consious and is on a ambulance to the hospital.
Pak su said. "Later upon meeting ayah don't show you emotion to him because his weak" Ayah was smiling when he saw us. His warded and i heard his doing well also.
I'm not ready for another sad past again. I have still have more to accomplish for you. I love you Ayah,please be strong. I'm always here for you.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 2:00 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Jessa,a good friend from California,Pensylvannia. the one who makes me smiles whenever i chat with her. Not today,not tommorow. One day,we will meet alright.=]
Back to reality,school was okay just now. And the CCA fair was totally mundane.
Meeting my extended family later for rehearsal for the performance at PSB on 2nd May.
Later!
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 4:19 PM
First day of school was really boring. Even for myself,i found that the orientation was really lame. Sorry to say that i was enduring the whole performance for hours.
My classmates,mostly of them knew each other but for me i was the black sheep.But i do break the ice and get to know them better.Some are still egoistic.Its okay. But on the bright side,i love my time table schedule. I have no school on Monday and Friday.How cool.
Finished school at 3. Rini & Atiqah decided to meet us at Plaza Singapura to have dinner together. Even though they are still in school uniform,they still want to meet Shaiful & myself.Thanks!
Tommorow have to report to school at 8. CCA fair,im looking forward.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 1:34 AM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Drinks,chips & dip is all we need for tonight's soccer game. Invite Shaiful to my house to watch the rivalry match which is Manchester United against Arsenal.
A nail biting match. In the end,The Red Devils won! Screw you Gunners.LOL
Tommorow is a new start for me in my new school. A freshmen in ITE DOVER. There will be alot of new faces that i will see. Seriously i'm not excited for tommorow. And i really envy my friends who got into Poly.
Its okay,i will try harder. Good night.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:47 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
I felt honoured today. Like people say,opportunity comes once in a lifetime. But today i've got it.
My opportunity is that i was selected by the leaders to share my dream book with my extended family. A Dream book is a book where i have all my dreams that i want to achieve in the future. Yet i was nervous and cultured shocked,i really break down and cry when i was sharing what i want to achieve for my family. I'm not materialistic but my biggest dream is to stop my mum from working and my dad to be cured and healty.
As a teenager,i want to be an example to others. A good one i meant.
I was so relieved that i let my heart out and share. Hopefully i can share with you people once again.
Its okay if people laughed or critise at you when you have dreams,show them that one day you will succeed and achieve your dreams!
Your DREAM will change you life. Your DREAM will be your strength. Your DREAM will strive you to success. NEVER EVER give up on your DREAM.
Believe you can.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 8:50 PM
My body really need some good rest and also to ease my mind.
Well i learned to serve course meal at the dinner function at the airport.It was great. Despite today work was hectic and pressuring. Positively i made a lot of new friends. You guys were great.
Dinner supper at Bedok was fantastic. And i swear that marks my top 10 places to eat in Singapore.
P/S:Oh dear Afiq,i had a good time sleeping alone and i have the whole bed to myself.And have a good time at Camp.
Well i'm off,tommorow have BBC. Later.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 3:33 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
I'm exhausted from work but the reward was the last thing im looking for.
Well,the sad thing is i've just chopped off my dear long hair. 4 months of keeping it and its all gone! But its okay,it will grow soon. Seriously i look weird in short hair.
I just watched American Idol Give's Back Edition. The only episode where the show makes donation to raise money for the unfortunate. When i see people with no homes and very poor,it make me realise how to give in to other people.
Remember guys,if you have problem,there are other people with more bigger problem that you can't imagine.
I'm sleeping early. Tommorow event will be at Changi Airport. It will be a high end party. Hopefully i won't mess up.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 9:42 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
I'm tired. But i don't want to brag about it.
After i've accompany Umar to Warehouse,i've promised Maryana that we had dinner together at Jurong Point Banquet. Even though it's our first time meeting each other,but i had a good time chatting with her.
Product demostration at Shaiful's house. By surprised,I was told to the Demo. I was nervous but i manage to do it. It was a great learning experience for me even though i didn't do well. Alhamdulilah my uncle said that i've improved alot but i still have more room for improvement. I will follow your footsteps no matter what.
Must be tough, then you will succeed.
Challenges will come anytime or anywhere even though you don't know it.Its up to you to face it.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:20 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Sharing your life stories from your bottom of your heart is really sincere. Well today somebody did,a dear friend and a brother to me.
Shaiful,shared about why he wants to succeed in life and also he beat my challenge and brought his parents to see him and listen to him share.Congratulation.
Listen to him sharing did make me shed tears. He said that he want's to help his parents to stop them from working and also to be a better son. That's the most wonderful thing i've ever heard when he said that from his own mouth. As a parent,you should be proud for him. I did.
Making your parents proud and happy would be the greatest success any child could ever ask for.
As brotherhood & friendship,lets walk the beaches of the world together. "Together to the top".
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 3:23 AM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
"Oh and these northern nights are dreary And my southern heart is weary As I wonder how the old folks are back home But I know that they all love me And they're all thinking of me The Smoky Mountains memories keep me strong
You know I've been thinkin' a whole lot lately About what's been and what awaits me It takes all I've got to give what life demands You go insane if you give in to it Life's a mill and I've been through it I'm just thankful I'm creative with my hands"
I'm so touched when i read the lyrics. Beautiful.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:48 PM
Ni hao! Night Soccer at cage was great. Never fail to have a wondeful time with my extended family. Even though we reached an hour late. As soon as we got into our gear and step into the cage. We conquer the cage till the end of the game.
7 games.Goal after goal. Afiq,Shaiful,Omar & Abg Hadi were in my team. High FIVES! to you guys for the team effort.
Here's pictures from yesterday Bowling Outing.
Thanks a million for the fun.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 12:47 AM
Friday, April 04, 2008
Waking up from a good night sleep from yesterday hard work was totally refreshing.
After Friday's prayers,get ready for today's outing. A Bowling Outing. Organised by Afiq's friends & Ishak were there too to join in the great fun.
Bowling for me today was terrible. Just by the start of the game,my right arm was still soared after yesterday work.
Dinner was at Burger King and we slacked till 9.30. Today was awesome guys.Don't worry Isyah,there will be another outing before we start school.
Pictures for the bowling outing will be up real soon.
Tommorow BBC & Soccer fun at Cage! Nite.
"Life what you make it,so make it right"
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:36 PM
With god's will,i have chance to study again. Even though i didn't get admission to poly but its ok,i will try my very best.I'm now a official ITE Dover student doing Higher Nitec in Information Technology.
I received a sms which keep me motivate today. -"You tried your best to achieve.This is another way to reach your goal.Don't give up."
Thanks,to the person who send me this message.I will keep it locked inside my memory.
Work today was so tiring yet fun. I made new circle of friends and also and met up with an old friend from Secondary School.I was suprised.
Well today's event is a Fashion Party. Which i didn't know that the guest are all CELEBRITIES! WOAH! i had a chance to serve food to people like Najip Ali, Vernetta Lopez,Dennis Keller,Dick Lee & Dave Tan,the lead guitarist from Electrico.
The cool thing is Dave Tan was the DJ just now. It was nice talking to him and Dennis Keller just now. They're so down to earth and they are not those type of obnoxious celebrity.
The event ended at 2 am and we really work our butts off. Im off then.Later.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 3:37 AM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
I'm a geek with long hair & glasses.
Hello. I met up with Afiq,Din & Isyah at Queensway. Brother was planning to buy sports shoe. Isyah & I prefer Nike but Afiq & Din prefer Adidas. LOL.In the end,he choosed Adidas.It was okay. But i still prefer Nike dude.
Camwhoring In 198.
Sadly i had to entertain this Isyah. She was so obsessed with this cheeleader from the movie Bring It On.
So she tried to imitate the pose. And i swear that she had to clap a few times to get the pose right!LOL.
We had dinner at Jurong's Teh Tarik. Sadly Isyah don't like the food there.HHA Me & Isyah zoom off after our dinner while Afiq & Din was still eating.
I promised to meet Ishak & Radhi. We have some things to talk about. But alhamdulilah things were settle and i vowed that i wouldn't repeat the past mistakes.
Not forgetting,Farhan,Rizal & Zaki. Struming the acoustic was melodious. Guitar strums and singing along was great.
Dang it i have work tommorow.
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 1:23 AM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
I'm so happy that i've organised my day today. Step by step i finish the task one at a time. I think i should this everyday and i can change this into a HABIT!
Went to centre meeting and i straight away when home. Heading to EAST COAST tommorow! Chow!
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 12:00 AM
