hey..wonderful day i guess..go to school..as usual ar.... today meet fau...haha.its been three days i never meet him school... today in malay class.. i like mr ibrahim advice.take it very serious...nowadays...zul always keep quiet in class never talk to anybody...i dunno why....after school...i follow radhi's band jamming.... only for one hour...aidil was there too...aidil was also there too.... he sang helena..hahahaha..but ok ar... after that go library..relax there for a while..at 8 plus we when home.. then follow radhi go to ishak house to take something..then we walk home together.. i love being with with personally..like brothers..been friend for four years....now at home.just came...aiyah very tired.bye
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 9:31 PM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
hi blog...today was a good day...todays period is very weird.....haha english lesson was fun...not so bored...after english lesson.stefan is so stupid... on is phone on a voice recorded sound....inderjit hear that and take his phone... then she ask us....how bring phone to school....me and aidil.was scared at first bcos she said... she will check everybodys bag if people won't own up...me and aidil gave the phone to mdm inderjit.....she said next give to her..she will keep it for us.....by the way....i and aidil have a floorball tournament....leave class early.. we played at ITE Marpherson..guess we won and we will have the next game on tuesday.... i played horrible...i suck..hahha...need to train..now very tired..also very sleepy..ok lah....need to pack my books for tomorrow then online for a while...then go sleep....byes gd nite
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 9:30 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
escape from the first day of school...meet my form teacher.. meet my classmates..thats not all..meet my bro..radhi.miss him truly. after i came back from my kl trip...about one week never meet him.... everything was going fine....got my busary..so happy....better save... our math teacher never come....me nad hamdan talk to each other about how to play guitar....hahas quite boring.....during malay period...mr ibrahim lecture the whole class...i love his advice... everytime i listen to his story....i has a sense to change my attittude...hope so..... now online.,,nothing else to do....and sharizal join my band....great news.... HOPE.......myself,fauzi,rizal,farid.....can be a good band.....see ya
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 10:10 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
hahaha...now updating my blogger...today i was bored...nothing to do ar.. always wake up late...must change the habit already because MONDAY START SCHOOLING ALREADY.. must pack my bags...cannot wait to return school..but also boring because i had so much fun during the holidays.. just now afternoon....my aunty treat our family at banquet....so good of her.....hahahaha.... rad and fau ask me to go east coast...but i can....sorry guys....long time never play soccer......but i need a break.. i need to rest....after i came back from KL......i feel different...i dunno how to explain it......my mindsets suddenly changes.......telling me something.....CHANGE........ASYRAF......CHANGE
I dunno....this all i can write.........got to go......byes
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:24 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
now updating my blog...i enjoy my holidays...so far so good... play to musch soccer, too tired....went to kuala lumpur....had fun....i won forget that trip.... i think i realise someting....i spend to much time with my friends....and i forget to spend time with my family and my old friends of mine....what a waste...haiz....i just talk to my father,,,, good news from him..... talk to him...how is he feeling?....tommorrow i need to follow my cuz....to buy gd charlotte tickets.... gd charlotte is coming to singapore...hahaha...it will be blast......cannot wait....next week...school will reopen... must start to get serious..n level is coming soon..no more fooling around.....dats all i hav to say....gd bye holidays......
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 9:53 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
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as every usual day...i wake up late......feeling bored in the morning doin nothing...i felt there is something is missing...... My DAD.....usually he will wake me up.....tell stories........but now,, he's not there....i miss him.......at night he will ask me to help him out...... i never felt like this before........i lost my fathers love....i miss him totally...... dad..if you are reading this.....i want to apologise for want i have done to you recently.. i made a lot of sins and create a lot problem...
Every night i always think of you.........looking at the bed...no one was there... no voice to call my name...he always tell me......don be like me....... grow up be someone useful....be a somebody....i will remember this phrase fot the rest of my life.....
MY DEAR FATHER..LOVE YOU AND TAKE CARE.... fROM YOUR OLDEST SON........ASYraf
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 3:45 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
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just come home...very tired after playing soccer with my rad,ishak,fau and abg faizal everybody seem to have no mood when they play just now..i seem to have injured my right arm.. it hurts......im feeling very down today.....bcos my parents ar,,,,,,, .. i dunno wat to do.......why must it happen........i didnt do anything wrong.....haiz i faced my problem myself....man.....forget about it....... now i online with my friends......asking about the bass guitar.........cannot wait to get it back..... gtg........continue the next blogging.....haha gd bye
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 10:45 PM
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finally........at last.....get to update my blog.... been very busy at the moment........ today have a lot of planned.............at 2.30 must follow fauzi and abg faizal go jurong point........dunno ar for what....fau said he want to buy arts material...... at 5 o clock ...going to play soccer again.......very tired....bruised on my left arm.... fau forced me to go.......just go.....
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 12:18 PM
