finally
finally i get to type my blog...so busy at the moment..... yesterday went jamming with radhi's band..... hamdan said that ishak is not coming........ so at the last minute..... i go pleading my mum ....that i can go jamming.... jamming was ok and fun......came home late.. ...what i didnt realise that i woke up very late the next day..... fau was mad at me......i try to forgive him.....but he is still angry...... i hope he will fogive me....i know i make one mistake.... people make mistake......
FAUZI pLEASE FORGIVE ME....
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 9:31 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
hai
yahoo.....today no school..because today no paper.... actually.....i cannot wait to go jamming later.... wake up......at 12 .20...very late....as usual never school wake up late......bath and get ready for for friday prayer...... after that....check computer.....for any viruses.... when i reached the mosque.....it was so crowded....... just pray lah....wa to do.... meet ashraf,idzuan,mirhan and hamdan........ later then when reached home...i cannot wait to go jamming... get a phone call from fahmi that he cannot make it..... so upset.......tell everybody.........now siting home doing nothing,,,, typing this entry and chatting with yaya
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 6:15 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
fuck
in school,nothing much....... meet the punk rockers,fau,rad,fahmi,nazrin,farid,ishak...... they rule the world......taking the maths paper was so difficult... i barely do the questions......but must try....never try later fail... nowadays,,i don't why i always kept quiet......seldom talk.... i always ask myself??should i talk....or should not.......... i always think the negative side.....not the postive... love it or hate it...........no use.......it still the fucking same........
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:24 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005
hmmmm
today i felt frustrated and a so broken up......... i had no mood to go to school....feeling like hiting myself why am i like this........why..why....why.. too much hatred.....must i let go or must i hold on..... f**ked and pissed....there is something isnt right...... thinking the same thing all over again..... is my life as a teenager over....ready to face my world on my own feet.... NO....when i see teenager having their love with their parents......i feel like crying im so unlucky.........why people are so lucky.......why am i unlucky......have i done something wrong......i have cherish and care for people......is it enough...... today in school.....i was so quiet and had no mood to laugh or make jokes.... kept quiet........better keep it to my self.......................
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:49 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
as usual
today very boring nothing to do. just now i finish the mother tongue very fast..... some i don't know how to do... go home early..reached home,quickly change into my baju kurong and went to my friday prayer....as i was about to go out of the house it started raining heavily......how unlucky...... at the mosque....i meet aidil,hamdan,zul and idzuan and as well my old schoolmate,hafeez...man i miss him so much.. he is the nicest guy i hav ever men...been friend for 10 years..so lucky to have a friend like him after that....i invited him to my house....talk to each other and have lunch together.... later then..he went home....i was all alone at home....
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 9:51 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
argh
as usual..going to talk about my life... want to say thank you to haikel because he has been offering to go to skool together ridin his father car..... so lucky to have friend like him..on the way..... meet sariah and her gang..... today step into the school at meet up with my brother's had a math exam and geo..... it was so easy..even though i nvr study.. in the afternoon..went to the library...without telling my friends. firstly meet rad and ishak.. and then suprised sariah and her gang...... i choose to fight radhi.....his punches were very hard...... my arm is numb.....wanted to rest......gd nite
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 11:10 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
exam
hahaha...juz came back from school today come home so early because today got exam the social studies and english paper was quite easy manage to do ah...... later want to meet my bro fau and radhi and then meet shikin at Choa Chu Kang... then go library at 4 plus...... got to go already bye
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 1:07 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hAIxs
just came back from library...so tired i meet four hockey girls and the others.. out of the blue i didn't know they come my bro was shy because her ex girlfriend was there i talk to them and crack jokes.....everybody was laughing later then......fau,radhi and celine came... and told them that mirhan was a punkrocker....BULLSHIT. radhi and fau critise him....i and ishak were there laughing..it was so funny went out of the library at 8.30....my bro complaning that he was hungry..pity him buy food for him....reached home 9 plus... tats all.... very tired........ want to sleep gd nite
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 10:56 PM
Exam
after this going library with my bro radhi and fau wanted me to go pity them i will not talk much... today in school all normal.step into the class, teacher ask to arrange the tables,after that..study physics and chemistry was so damm boring i nearly sleep in class...i was suffering during these four periods.... then go home....skip physics lesson because after school eople very tired must understand need to go must change tonite continue
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 3:49 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
Ordinary Day
today no skool because today labour day.wake up at 1200. so late.i woke up and get ready to go for azura birthday party. dressed in black as usual.at 1.20 went out of the house.. when i reached there..i hav difficulties finding her house.. look left,look right still cannot find.. call her even better..finally reached her house michelle,germaine,noraini and farhana was there. i was only guy there....very shamful azura say to eat first while waiting the other to arrive... when i was eating..looking at michelle and germaine eyes are watering because the friend noodle is so hot and spicy...i was there laughing i tried the noodles...it was quite hot but it was dellicious..... 15 minutes.....others arrived.... finally azura cut the cake......others singing birthdays songs while eating...watching the movie 'white chicks' so hilarious...laughing non-stop at 4.30 i went home reached home already.......boring.....play soccer at the court meet my friends and play soccer.had an accident my friend whacked the ball hit my side of the face. i was unconsious at the moment..... went back home and take a rest...now typing this entry with head dizzy.... stop here want to go study for exams.........
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 8:30 PM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
lame,lame,lamers
argh,today so boring.......i thought of going to the library but eventually it is close because today is a public holiday... end up staying at home doing nothing.....my playstations games are very boring at 6 i went to the court near my house...a few boys were there.... wah so boring..... now im chatting with my bro,fau....talking abt some issue.. lookiing forward to the man u match at 11... tommrow continue ah....oh ya.....tommorrow it my friends birthday,azura wish her happy birthday...tommorow have party......must go oklah tommorao continue...gd bye
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 10:55 PM
wats up
today i woke up late.........very late....at 12.00 i sleep very late last night.....watch soccer......on EPL Liverpool against middlebrough........ a ver close game..... then slept at two plus because playing the playstation with my brother..... my bro and i were very tired......we then sleep...................... today,, i am looking forward to meet radhi,fau,shell,wendyand cel and hopely shikin at the library.......i hope shikin has recovered and been discharged........ tats all..........till the next posting.........sign off:Asyraf
-Why is it so difficult to save yourself? 12:20 PM
